These entries will be incredibly honest.  I have so much I am trying to work through.

How can my Mom be gone??  How could she have died so quickly but suffered horribly at the same time for way too long.  My heart is broken.  It has only been 2 and 1/2 months & it seems like eternity.  I have been missing my Mom since June.  I miss our talks & our honesty.  I miss just being able to pick up the phone at any time to ask her a question or tell her I miss her.

I hate the saying that life isn't fair, but it's not.  How come life seems harder for some than others??

That's enough.  I am in tears.  I don't want to get used to my new normal.  I want my Mom here.  Your Mom cares about you & your family the most & now she's gone.